i know you’ll never think to read this, and part of me if kind of glad that you won’t think to. but a part of me needs you to see this. maybe someone on here will understand what i’m saying, and know who you are and will tell you to read it. but then again, maybe i’m getting ahead of myself.
i really have so much more to ask. so much more that i need to know and say and think and feel. this is not going to on in any particular order, and it won’t make any sense to anyone else but you.
i need to tell you that i have done so good today. i mean of course you’re all i’ve thought about, but i didn’t cry at all. well, okay. once. this morning. but that’s not fair to use against me because i was listening to christian music which makes me sappy anyway. but it was also a really good song. i think you’d like it. it’s called ‘restore’ by chris august.
secondly, i talked to tyler today. mainly about math and work, but we also talked about the storm. and i didn’t feel anger or hatred or frustration. it honestly felt like old times, before everything happened. i don’t know if i am making progress this quickly, or if i was just numb to the situation because i want to talk to you again. does that make sense? let me rephrase that. maybe i just put my feelings aside and was able to in a way, detach from the situation. i’m hoping it’s a mix of both, because if this is what makes you happy then i need to get on board because your happiness means everything to me. it means more to me than my own happiness. which is why i haven’t made a huge deal about everything because i know how confused you are by all of this.
i’m a little confused too, though. so it’s okay.
who knows, maybe i’ll have another three straw-ber-ritas and facebook message this to you. although i know you won’t respond. you didn’t even respond to my ‘be careful’ text message about the tornado. i know you’ll say that there wasn’t really anything to respond to, but it kind of hurt. i mean i know i said i wouldn’t talk to you for a while, but that’s an exception because i was telling you to be safe.
My boyfriend just told me that the Krabby Patty secret ingredient is crab hence why it’s called a Krabby Patty and why Mr. Krabs is so secretive over it because he doesn’t want people to know they’re eating people like him and Plankton is actually a good guy.
The year is 2540, a student in history class notices something off about his textbook. “How come these textbooks skip the years 1990 through 1999?” The teacher puts his air-marker down on the table, lowers his head, and sighs. “Because…” he lifts his head, a single tear rolls down his cheek, “… only 90’s kids remember the 90’s!”
USA I’m sorry but if you let Romney get elected as President the rest of the world will have no choice but to break your section of the Earth off to float in space on its own until you come to your senses
omg connor im creeping your blog and im on like page six and you srsly must have the same gawddamn white board erasey thing that i did because literally.. literally... same thing happened to me no joke did you get that damn thing from walmart because i did and yeah happened to me too and now i cant get the fasdlfjaslf thing to stick anywhere... wut is life
dude for real. like i’ll take pictures. there are two spots that are like the size of three quarters each missing oUT OF MY WALL.